Maybe you want to follow my insta (but as it is personal don’t expect too much ๐Ÿ˜‰ ) 


Traumtรคnzerin= dream-dancer in english. Sounds stupid? “Dancing through dreams” …? ๐Ÿ˜‰ 


Let me introduce…

I’ll now do something I wanted to do for a while: a text to introduce myself. The girl behind this blog. Myself and not my illness. Because I am not my illness! 
So this is me, in a colorful mixture of pictures …
I am a 18 year old girl (young woman?) from Germany. My birthday is the 15th of july, I’m still in school, but only until june 2015, I’ll have my A-Levels by then. 

After I finished school I want to go to university to study social work (it’s called like that in Germany ๐Ÿ˜‰ ) because I want to help the people nobody else wants to help, drugaddicts, homeless, immigrants and so on. 

I’ll move away for university, and I’ll move together with my boyfriend. He is the most important person in my life and he treats me like a princess. He is so polite and I really love him! We have been together for almost 7 months now, which might not sound very much, but we have already gone through a lot and he has always been very supportive!

I have a little dog, a chihauha, she’s called juna ๐Ÿ™‚ actually she’s not my dog, but the ‘family-dog’, but I walk her very often because I love spending time outside, in nature. ๐ŸŒฟ

Another very important part of my life is ballet: it’s my passion! I started at the age of 4, danced until I was 14, quitted and started again when I was 17 because I had missed it so much. I’m far away from being very good, it’s just my only hobby and it fascinates me. I do the best I can and I really love it! ๐Ÿ™‚

I really love 50’s dresses and other vintage stuff ๐Ÿ™‚ because I don’t have that much money left (bad me, I smoke) I don’t have so many dresses, but I have 2 that I really love! In future I want to have many more ๐Ÿ˜‹ 


One day I want to have kids. This is actually the main reason why I chose recovery. Maybe I want to move to sweden then, with my boyfriend, and raise them there, if it will be possible.

I’m christian. I’ve lost my connection to god due to the eatingdisorder, but I’m determined to find my way back to this source of healing & strength. 

So now you know a little more about the girl behind the lines ๐Ÿ™‚ hope you enjoyed reading ๐Ÿ™‚

Stay strong! ๐Ÿ’•