recently my nights have been very short and i’m tired & weary all the time… I mean, many young people can get along with only 4-5hours of sleep but I need more. 7-9h and I’ll be fine. Is it really so unnormal to need sleep? Am I so strange? My mood is bad when I don’t sleep enough. I feel weak and exhausted so easily. ANd this week has been horrible, I had 5-6h sleep at night and I feel miserable.
I’m sorry for not posting very much at the moment but I’m not doing so well. My diet consits mostly of yogurt, ice cream, oatmeal/ porridge and mashed potatoes because my tooth hurts a lot. Tomorrow it will be pulled out and I’m actually very afraid of this. I take painkillers in high doses but it doesn’t really help that much. I try to make up for the missing calories drinking fruit juice but its hard for me to choose those with a high amount of sugar, my ED does not allow me to…
Sorry for negativity but I’m just so done and wanted to be honest… I’ll not give up, I just need to sleep more & better…:) today my boyfriend will stay with me, he always cheers me up a little 🙂
Wish you a wonderful day! ❤