today had actually been a good day. School was okay, had lunch with my mum, met 2 friends afterwards and yeah. Just okay.
But now. In the evening. It started with dinner. Arguments over arguments at the table. My brother, my mum, my dad. I said something. Usually I keep quiet and disappear as soon as possible. Today I felt like I could also add some points to the discussion. Big mistake. My brother ended screaming at me, my dad left the table, pissed as always, and right now I hear my mum shouting at my bro. Really made my mood go down. It’s so hard to stay positive within this. So damn hard. Well let’s call it impossible. To be honest.
I tried to be okay with the food I had for dinner. I even ate the yummy yogurt with honey that has 10% fat, I used to even avoid those with 3,5%. And now after all the arguments I feel bad for it and for the ice cream. Hard to enjoy your meal in such a setting.
I hope tomorrow will be better… It just has to be.
Good Night! ❤ Stay strong ❤